"I want something to really be bad."
"What?"
"I will wait for it."
"Not sure..."
"Right here. I don't think the things that are bad....are bad. I mean I've been looking. I've fevered them out."
"Ok."
"I've created them now that I think about it. I've fucking created them!"
"Nothing to get excited about."
"I've sought them out so intensely that I've created them. I've willed them into existence."
"Why?"
"What?"
"I don't know where I was going."
"There isn't any, right? I am looking with intensity and I still can't find any so I create them. I can't find any right now, right in this moment, so I drive out to create them."
"Doesn't sound like a good hobby."
"No."
