Lanvin does not want to swim

"It is like being in a house that is in a city that is submerging slowly in water. Do you know what I mean?"

"Huh?"

"Slow submersion."

"How many years?"

"I don't know, anywhere from a few seconds to seventy years; the more aware you are the quicker you realize it."

"Submerging to where?

"To a life where when you turn around all your wires are piled high and connected to someone else."

"A needle in a stack of needles."

"I figure it is no ones fault. I figure the confines of the relationship is what jams you up. It has this claustrophobic effect that then unleashes all of kinds of debauchery on your senses."

"Do you talk to your mother with that mouth?"

"Do you understand what I'm saying?"

"Maybe."

"I'm just saying that many relationships have the ability to corral you into this state. A hypnosis. A place where you find you can't do anything but destroy yourself, and it is very slow process to the unaware."

"OK."

"What?"


"Why are you saying OK?"


"I don't know I'm under hypnosis."

"What I'm trying to say is it is not the fault of the two people interacting. It is the fault of the model that they were given. The mainframe, right? This model has me as a liar, deceitful ..."

"Sexy."

"No."

"I'm just saying."

"Of course."


"But do you understand what I'm saying?"

"What?"

"We have to rewrite with the person a new relationship that is going to allow us to be honest with ourselves; focus on our direction. On top of all of this we have to realize that every relationship that comes to us has the ability to be completely different from one another which will destroy the definition that was past down to us in so many ways. We will make up a new definition on a case to case bases."

"I understand."

"Do you really?"

"Yeah. I'm mean no. You believe relationships of any kind puts you in a trick box? If I steal. If I sleep with someone else during my marriage it is because the relationship has made me do this? 'Honey I'm sorry, this relationship put me on the nearest bus to Slowie's house for a fuck session."

"Some of that is because you are personally fraudulent and Slowie is highly suspect, but yes there is truth there."

"This is now something that I can use in my defense. Thank You."

"If you get married and use a blueprint based on what you see on TV you are automatically going to go with that version. Then you will have the additive of maybe what your parents and friends present to you. You're going to feel safe there, and then you are going to be plugged into the wires of their guilt and the waters of fear will slowly rise."

"I'm an idiot."

"I didn't say that."

"I can swim. I'm set."

"You are an idiot."

"Don't look at me like that."