The coffee didn't taste the same anymore. I didn't need to keep trying it to see. I didn't need to do any of these substances to distract myself or keep me available for whatever damage she had for me or I had for myself. She made me smoke, drink and set the ground work for an emotional infarction. Nah she didn't, it was all me and what I expected to happen, but I have to admit it sounds good to project. I can't believe this place has all you can eat mussels on Thursday nights.
When we met here I was so open and exhilarated. It's funny what you give up when you meet someone new, it is like you sell everything you have and you spend the rest of the relationship trying to get it all back; all while being slowly choked. Yes this is my own doing.
I can see that I am tired. I am tired of being upset at the wrong person. I love this place. I love the music.
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