" *: William lets it catch him.

Thursday, May 09, 2013

William lets it catch him.










































"I had to finally let myself be poor."

"I think that was more of a fact."


"No, listen. I wasn't. I work. I have a car. I got a house. I got expensive computers."


"Debt."


"Yes. You understand. I had to be caught. I had to be caught by what was happening to me. You understand?"


"No I don't."


"My debt and poorness was chasing my ass. It was trying to envelop me, you know? It needed to catch me."


"What are you talking about?


"I have to let what is desperately trying to happen, happen."


"You being poor was trying to happen."


"It was trying to happen, yes. I was avoiding it. I was avoiding it with more credit cards, more extensions, more fake living. This countries system easily allows this but I don't want to talk about that shit anymore. It doesn't want this realization to catch you. It needs you to live extended for whatever reason."


"OK."


"But by stopping, and letting yourself get caught by what you are trying to stay so desperately ahead of you begin to find the reasons for all of this.You understand?"


"No."


"If you let what is trying to desperately happen to you. I mean you can't sleep on it anyway, right? Your constantly running to stay just ahead."


"I get it."


"Let it happen."

























































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