William doesn't subscribe to that.

"If I am looking for a new career. If I am looking to be involved with someone, or move to another house, or country. I have to look at it the same way as if I was going to the store to buy cereal."

"Don't start with me."

"I have to."

"Start with me?"

"No. I have to look at it this way. You want to know why?"

"Do I have a choice?"

"No."

"OK."

"I have to do this. It's the only thing I haven't tried."

"I don't understand."

"If I take something so fucking serious in my life, and I bring my heart rate down. I calm myself down when faced with for instance moving. I have to move. Its unexpected. Out of nowhere. I can't afford it. I don't know whats going to happen until the day gets closer. If I accept this experience, as if I am in a grocery store trying to buy cereal. Trying to decide once its upon me, it will be a success."

"No."

"What?"

"Sounds insane."

"Yes. But the shit is the same."

"No it's not. It has more ramifications."

"It does. I won't disagree with you. I'm just saying my approach has to be the same."

"What?"

"I'm just saying my approach has to be the same. If I want to get what I need to get from that experience. If I want to keep my heart rate down. Have peace and quiet.

"Life is about stamping out fires and trying to have a good time in between."

"Is that what you subscribe to?"

"Yes."

"Perfect."