i didn't want to do this to you..

hell, I'm a little reluctant to the company










figure we would talk for awhile at the entrance of the tent





the circus playing well inside




laughter,fried dough and distraction on flute.







I thought it would be different, thought it might go just a few more days than the usual


but I didn't expect you out here




in the cold






standing in the silence quibbling with yourself, questioning every goddamn thing you thought was reality
and poking at me.for answers.







I--
was
like
you

exhausted with the entertainment presented.




intuition pick pocketed





so I'm out here.






taking in the night, not believing any of it, and calling up myself for the answers.