fear tugs a little.

the notion of pleasure



is getting bigger

it is getting huge and electric









i don't look at it the same way anymore I am knowingly afraid of it


and knowingly needing what it brings
















it is just bliss looking to give me a wonderful sample.













but i don't know





i don't know

















i worry about the magnificent















because i'm slowly getting down to the source of it all





























a part of me singe