Nicholas means something.

"Everything I construct now comes apart. It is as if someone knows I am using contemptible materials."

"You can't say that."

"What?"

"I don't know what we are talking about."

"I stop believing in something. I gone on and did it. I fucking stopped it and now a whole damn fucked up system stopped supporting me."

"What can I say?"

"I don't know."

"What does it mean in between coffee and mimosas?"

"It means an entire city just went quiet. I can hear my own breath."

"OK?"

"It means something."