William wants whatever's happening to him.

"I am going to accept whatever is happening to me. I am going to swallow it up."


"That sounds cool."

I'm going to give in goddamn it! I can't see any other way."


"Any way for what?"

"I have never surrendered. I haven't surrendered to anything. Nothing. I'm a radical with a life full of inconsistencies, pain, fear and terror and somehow this has become what I have grown to dig. What I have grown to protect. Protect!"

"That about sums it up."

"I don't want to be a radical anymore. Not a fucking malcontent just because it sells tickets. I'm tired. I just want to surrender to whatever's happening to me."