William wants to perform.

"I know it is a play, an elaborate one."

"What?"

"I want to perform now. I want to act for awhile, you know? Just so I can get my work done. I know that's what this play is for. You don't have a clue, but I realize it."

"I continue to realize a lot of things about you."

"OK I can play now, you know? I have stop taking it so seriously. But knowing it,fuck! You know? Knowing this shit is beating up on me. It is pounding on me like rain. A astonishing downpour. I know too much. I know way too much."

"Who says 'way too much?' "

"I have to play while knowing all of this, and it can be a bit much. I don't know. I am starting over."

"Are you?"

"Yeah. It's a lot to know."

"I don't understand."

"That's good for now."