" *: Anthony is homeless

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Anthony is homeless
























"How did I become a fifth wheel in a sexual situation that included five? When I was the one who suggested it?"

"Not sure I want you to go into this."

"I'm just saying."

"I don't want you to."

"I was frozen out."

"I can say I'm sorry and allow it to rest there."

"I believe if my life is getting better; where you are able to clearly relate to the success, than I am doing poorly on the inside."

"What?"

"If you can personally recognize me doing well, career wise, relationship etc. than I'm fucking up."

"Not sure what to do with that."

"I can easily say things are not measured by the things you have."

"Right, but as soon as the cameras are turned off you will again believe that they are."

"Yes and you will come over to my house and questioned me if there was no TV, no furniture, no car in the driveway. You need to measure me so you can have a relationship."

"You have to be on some track."

"What if you couldn't?"

"What?"

"What if I was happy and there was nothing you could see that was making it that way?"

"I would say you was homeless."

"Come on some people that are homeless are in their state because they cling to the idea that they are going to have the same success as you, using the same cutthroat methods against self, taking short cuts that hurt people, hurt themselves all to cling to the same idea as you. In the end they just lack your commitment to being an asshole."

"Right. I figured as much. Just because I want a Porsche 911 I am an asshole?"

"Only if it makes you happy."

"I was really saying you're homeless because there is nothing here that seems to make you feel at home."

"Ha. Maybe you're right. That is very insightful for you. Didn't know that was possible."

"Yeah."

"But now you see what makes me happy."

"You're still insane."

"And without a lease."


























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