Slowie hasn't been hogtied, but it is the first example she likes to use when making a point.

"Waiting for the fall."

"What?"

"I'm not going to be involved with someone where we both are waiting for each other to fuck it up."

"Why would you do that?"

"I wouldn't."

"Then why are we talking about it?"

"Because I want to."

"OK."

"I know I usually have unorthodox style relationships."

"Yes you do."

"I am dedicated to something in it though. Completley. That is better than any fabricated thing we have been taught."

"I know."

"There is a loyalty that has me completley present."

"Ok."

"I am not constructing something with someone in some suburb."

"Say that 60 times."

" I know it is so I can satisfy the people around me. So I can wait for this bastard to fail, because that person will fail with our shoddy constructions. Our non dedication to whats deep in us. What we really need to unearth."

"Why would I even think that about you?"

"You would, because it can happen to even someone like me who might like to be tied up; hogtied, naked with my heels still on while facing an open window. Only hearing the sound of the traffic below. Even if I liked that absurd thing happening to me... last summer. I would want you to think even I could be complacent if I wasn't careful. It could be a routine hog tying."

"OK. The image is making itself home in my mind. It is moving furniture around and lounging on my couch."

"I look for and commit 100 percent to things in relationships that shows me awesome things about myself that I can extend to that person. You understand?"

"Yes you're not a politician."

"Right I am not a politician. Holding fake office based on a fake platform to satisfy my base..."

"Rob base."

"I am dedicated to a feeling. A authentic feeling about who I really am. Something that is the only real thing I know, and something that I want to expose more and share."

"Even if you are hogtied."

"That never happened... last summer."

"Of course."