Anthony is an insider.

"I feel like we are looking to be stars. I mean I was listening to some guy on the train go on about how he was picked with five other people to represent his company for whatever reason. He went on trying to convince whoever he was talking to how special this was, because whoever he was talking needed convincing."

"You like being Gene Hackman?"

"What?"

"The Conversation."

"Huh?"

"Forget it."

"It just seems we are sitting around waiting for someone to make us marginally important so we can tell someone else. We don't even care that we will be representing some boring ass company that we were just bitching about last week."

"That is what you pulled from that?"

"What? I got many examples. I just feel we are not making our own self important with anything original. Only our outside experiences dictate."

"Huh?"

"I'm just saying."

"What?"

"I just want to have an original idea that isn't first manifested from anything outside of me. I want it to be in my mind first."

"This all from a conversation."

"Yeah. But now that I think about it what I am saying now doesn't seem to be coming from anything outside me."

"What?"

"Now that I think about it again, what is going on outside of me is maybe meant to get something original going on inside me."

"You're a natural insider."

"Huh?"