Slowie wants to know what affection is.

"I don't know how to use affection properly. I should say I don't truly understand it."

"Please, please just let me drink my coffee."

"I think like sex I've learned to be an actor with it. I use holding hands to manipulate a response out of someone."

"This conversation could scar me."

"Hold on."

"OK."

"Affection though seems to be much more arduous than sex. It seems to require more attention and purposely lacks an immediate goal. It is such a sensitive undertaking. It is such a soft and warm venue. I don't know."

"What?"

"Well sex generally has a goal, right?"

"I know. I was just saying 'what' huh?"

"Affections main goal seems to keep you present, it doesn't have a co-star. It just require attention to what your feeling and expressing right in that moment. It doesn't need an explanation. Something just wants to spill out of you unmonitored."

"But let's just hold on here, you can use it to get a waitress--who is mind you--is here today, to have mutual oral explorations confined to areas about the face with you in a car behind a bookstore."

"Please, please no specifics."

"So how do you ruin it?"

"I use holding hands to manipulate."

"Right."

"I figure I have to stop moving, now. I have to let go. I am desiring a release to some actors contract."

"That could only lead to vulnerability."

"I just want to understand affection."

"Just sounds like when it comes to someone, you just need to let it spill out unmonitored."

"If they can be present, quiet and resolute enough. And just honestly hold my hand."

"I think I'm going to cry."

"I want too."